Meus dominus Deus Lucis Iesus Christus vocat. Ergo sum. Mother Sigrid Eliora

 

 

From Sisi to Jozsika in love -

Thoughts of the Austrian Empress
Elisabeth Resurrected for her beloved husband
Emperor Franz-Joseph in Our Lady's
Secret Garden

O my beloved Emperor of my heart,
o my beloved Jozsika, how much
splendour did our love always
radiate.

I am so humbled that even now
our story doth people greatly
fascinate. They seem to feel
that our love and affection was
true and is still alive.

It was granted to us from heaven
above it is therefore transcending
far beyond time and space and
beyond the Austrian and German
borders.

I know that because I was so young
I was often defying thy orders,
and was not always the tower of
strength to serve God and thee,
that thou had needeth me to be.

I was wild and full of innocent
passion, and far too impatient
for the boring Viennese fashion
of the rigid court.

As God's earthly but holy emperor
of Rome thy resonsibilities wore
heavily upon thy shoulders, as thou
didst try so hard to unite the nations
in faith and love and hope, so as to
manifest the heavenly kingdom
on earth there and then and to
protect the Pope.

I did try what I could, and I loved
thee and thy nations so much, and
thou trusteth me well enough to
know, as thee doth now, that I would.

Especially the Hungarian tongue
that is so sweet and comes straight
from the heart, Edessem, my sweet
darling.

How often did it play in our passion,
and in comforting and expressing our
pain, faj a szivem, when the chest
was full of tears, a major part.

I feel so sorry that just like John Donne,
whom I met here recently with his wife
Anne, thou hast lost me also so abruptly
and werest left griefstricken, and werest
unable to complete without me the Divine
plan.

How could anyone know that a knife
would kill so senselessly thy thee
infinitely loving wife? But I have forgiven
the murder as how can I not, as on my
soul even the slightest dot of darkness
means loading sin upon my life.

Now things would be very different for
us on earth, don't thee think?! We now
understand and love each other totally
in harmony and even telepathically
at one eye's sparkling blink.

Merry, merry Christmas, my strong emperor
of the sun, my adored darling spouse in His
dashing blinding white uniform, who shares
with me even when we are apart for thy holy
missions, my secret lighthouse.

Thou art our beloved Abba's angel-servant,
His holy son and truly noble knight -
I wait for thee till thou returneth unto me,
and I will not cease to pray for thee, with
all my heart's might and minden nap es ejszaka,
from morning through the day and all night.

Sisi

21st December 2007